These days I see no light I wake up not wanting to wake up. There was a time I saw my life with you, a future with you. But you shattered my dreams. I feel dead inside. I've never given so much of myself to someone or cared so much. You returned my love with cheating and lies.
It didn't matter how many gifts I gave you or how beautiful I looked for you. I was scared of getting pregnant but I gave myself completely.
When I first met you I was driven, ambitious and disciplined. Then I fell for you, a love I thought would bring out the best in me. I don't know why destiny brought us together.
After all the pain, the rape, the abuse, the torture I have seen previously I didn't deserve this. I didn't see any love or commitment from you. I just became increasingly scared that you would hurt me mentally or physically.
Your life was about partying and women. Mine was you and my work. If I stay here I will crave you and miss you.
So, I am kissing my 10-year career and dreams goodbye. I never went with anyone else. I am a loyal person. No other woman will give you as much as I did or love you as much as I did. I can write that in my blood...
You never even met my sister. I bought your sister presents... You never appreciated my love, kicked me in the face... The Goa trip was my birthday present but even after you cheated I still spent on you.
I aborted our baby when it hurt me deeply... I wish you had loved me like I loved you... I leave this place with nothing but broken dreams and empty promises. All I want now is to go to sleep and never wake up again...'
So sad...ooho God help her. ... (crying)
ReplyDeletedeep crying!!..
ReplyDeletemmmmmmh haya mapenz bana hayana mana....
ReplyDeleteR.I.P Jiah khan
That shit real, I never thought that kinda smart, loving, caring gurl could end it like this man shit happens but if that's real may her soul R.I.P. Mapenzi Basi..... Watch out
ReplyDeleteAs a lady I think that's painful
After reading this i had to Google and see the dumb ass,chip shit,king of mother fucker who caused the death of this poor girl dah kweli mapenzi wanayo wahindi tu wabongo wizi mtupu.
ReplyDeletebora nilivyooa muhindi lol
the Married man.
kupenda maradhi bora ujieke pembeni
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